February 2012
102 posts
I hate...
that I can’t wear shorts anymore, because of my bruised legs that I’m not the weight I want to be, I wish I was back to my weight in freshman yr. that I’m never satisfied with my body ever that I’m not pretty like the girls I see everyday that no matter how I dress myself its just not going to be good enough that I have no self control of what I eat
I hate being so self...
TOM?
Pfft. I got an eight piece kit-kat bar to eat. Mm.
California weather
Morning: HOLY SHIT it's freezing.
Afternoon: Who the fuck set the earth on fire.
Sometimes being a bitch is the best way to protect...
Reminder!
‘What doesn’t kill you make you stronger’ has been in my head all day, i’ve been listening to this song ALLLLLLLLL DAAAAAAY for me to get control of my homework, idkwhy but it helps. I looove Kelly Clarkson songs! <3
Anyways since i’m always on Tumblr I need a place that will remind me on what I need to do, so you really don’t have to read this unless you...
Homework break.
I’m gna take an hour or two break. I did about 5 pages of math homework, basically its 2 1/2 pages because my teacher likes all the work one sided only ): LAME!
Anyways, I cleaned my room and organized it a bit, cause FUCK MAN it was bothering the shit out of me. I wanted to continue my homework but it just kept popping up in my mind like ‘Kathleen how did you let me become so...
Just because I don't talk to you
Doesn’t mean I don’t think about you. Doesn’t mean I don’t check up on you. Doesn’t mean I don’t worry and wonder about how you are doing. Doesn’t mean I don’t care about you anymore.
This weekend.
I need to study for my STATISTICS MIDTERM on Wednesday, and do 50+ problems that my teacher added tonight… ugh, fuck you.
I need to finish my ‘in-class’ essay for English
and I need to catch up on my biology shit that I missed on Tuesday
BOOOOO! ): I wish I had the weekend off work so I can focus on these. I shouldn’t go out tomorrow and since I don’t have work...
Nothing Even Matters.
BTR.
Such an idiot...
I just found my car keys inside my armrest compartment D:< Me and my mom looked EVERYWHERE in my car but that was the one place we never bothered to look. I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT! I SO KNEW I LEFT IT THERE. GAHD. Can I be anymore dumb!?
I now have 3 spare keys and none of them are the original. So my mom is making me give one of the spare keys to my boyfriend.
kellitoris asked: Elllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllo.
Waiting
At my school with my mom because Triple A is coming to open my car and give me a spare key..
Anonymous asked: hey you never ate the oreos!
Failure
Nothing ever goes right. I always have to be a fuck up. I always have to do something wrong for someone to be disappointed in me or mad. Why can’t I be a person that someone will want in there life. Seriously who would want me. I can never do anything right. I’m always alone at home and I never want to be here. I don’t want to be here at all…
